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A[nImc¯ns³d bpàn`{ZXbv¡v thWw Hcp s]¬s]mena IqSn. Zmkn¡v ap¶nse KÀÆpw dmWn¡p ap¶nse \nKqVamb IogS§epw HscmÁ A¨n hmÀ¶phoWXmWv, AXpkXyw. ]t£ ]mÁbv¡pw ]gpXmcbv¡pw Ds¶phcptam thgvNbv¡nSbnepw Hcp AcntÌm{ImÁnIv KÀÆv. ]t£ tI«dnhpIfpsS kpXmcyXbv¡¸pdw A[nImcaµnc¯ns³d hmXn¸mfn¡p ]n¶nsehnsStbm Hfn¨phbv¡s¸Sp¶ Hcp hne¡s¸« I\nbmbn s]®v cq]m´cs¸Sm³ XpS§ntbS¯ph¨mWp Ifn Imcyambn XpS§nbXv. Imcy§Ä A¸Sn hjfmhm³ XpS§nbXv.
A´x¸pc§fpsS DÅdIfn Hcp inYneXbpv. Iq«nsImSp¸ns³d sh«n¸nSp¯ §fpsS sImbv¯pIme\mfpIfmbncp¶p \½Ä ]n¶n« Aizta[§f{Xbpw. cmjv{S{]Xm]w asÁmcp {]Pm]XnbpsS ImÂNph«n Bbm \½Ä Iq«nhmbn¡Ww, A´x¸pc dmWn ]c]pcpjt\mSp kwKan¡m³ t]mIp¶psh¶v. Htc kabw s]®ns³d Xpdp¸pNo«pw \nhr¯nt¡Spw BWXv. ]t£ AhnsSbpw tXmÁXv ]mhw kme`RvPnIamcmbncp¶p. AhÀ¡p ap¶n ]c]pcpjs³d _oPw GÁphm§pIsb¶ KXnsI« hgn am{Xta hn[n¡s¸«pÅp. km{amPyw sh«n¸nSn¨ N{IhÀ¯nsb icochSnhn sI«nbn«v h«w NpÁn¡m³ ]Sbn tXmÁ cmPs³d ]«alnjn¡mhpw. A´x¸pcZmkn¡v AXn\pw ]gpXnÃ. tZicmjv{S§fpsS tImÀ¸tdÁv \w]pkIioe§fpsS ]pcmX\ a\Èmkv{Xw. bp²hnPb§fpsS \mWwsI« _m¡n]{Xw. A§s\ ]e I®neqsSbmhmw t\m«§f{Xbpw.
\qÁnap¸¯nb©v aney³ tUmfdns³d Hcp Smt»mbnUv hmWn`w ]Snªm«v ]ptcmKan¡p¶p. hmÀjnI em`w sNdpXÃ, Ccp]¯ntbgv aney³ tUmfÀ. Atacn¡ `cp¶hcpsS ssewKnIhmk\Ifpw Hfn¨phbv¡s¸« clkythgvNbpsS IYIfpw tNÀ¯v s]men¸n¨nd¡p¶ km¼¯nI cmjv{Sobem`§fpsS \qdpta\n sIm¿p¶ emdn ^vfn³dns³d ]»nt¡j³ I¼\n.
[qÀ¯]p{Xs³d hnIrXamb ssewKnIhmk\bpsS tIheXbà emdn ^vfn³dnt³dXv. sXcsªSp¸pIme¯pw HgnhpIme¯pw sI¶Un apX ¢n³d¬ hscbpÅ {]Xm]nIfpsS clky_豈 A¨Sn¨nd¡n sFIy\m«pImsc ]pfIw sImÅn¨v \mSphmgn¡v Ccp«Sn \ÂIp¶XmWv ^vfn³dv Sm_vtfmbvUv sSIv\n¡v. emdn ^vfn³dv aÄ«n aney\bdmbXpw AÇoe]pkvXIw hnÁn«mWv. thgvNbpsS IYsamgnªv A[nImctI{µ§sf sh¨Snsh¨Sn sR«n¨n«mWv.
^vfn³dns³d lÌveÀ amKkn³ \memas¯ e¡w ]pd¯nd§nbXv cmjv{Shpw s]®pw tNÀ¯ph¨v Hcp InSne³ {]tbmK¯neqsSbmWv. s]®ns³d ImÀIq´en tZi`ànbpsS \nd§Ä Nmen¨v ^vfn³dv A¶v IhÀt]Pv s]men¸n¨p. \oebpw shÅbpw Nph¸pw DÄs¸« ]m{Sntbm«nIv \nd§Ä s]®ns³d apSn\mcn H«n¨v ho¡nen Cd¡nbm GXv Atacn¡\pw sNmSn¡pw. ]t£ hn¸\ XIÀ¯p. 1975 BKÌv e¡hpw ASnapSn InSnew. A¶v ^vfn³dv aÀ½¯v tIdn Ifn¨p. sP.F^v. sI¶UnbpsS hn[h PmIznen³ sI¶UnbpsS \Kv\Nn{Xw IhÀt]Pn ASn¨v \m«msc sR«n¨p. lÌveÀ XIÀ¯phnÁp. hn¸\bv¡v F¶pw Ft¸mgpw s]®ns³d DSp]pShbnÃm¯ ]SwthWsa¶v BhÀ¯n¨psXfnbn¡s¸«p. “What should be in a book to make it a best seller; a girl on the cover and no cover on the girl” F¶p ]pkvXIw hmbn¡p¶hÀ ]dªpXpS§nbXv Np½mXÃ.
tXmakv tPt^gvk¬, sPbnwkv Kmcn^oÂUv, hpt{Um hnÂk¬, {^m¦vfn³ dqkvshÂÁv, sFk³ tlmhÀ, sP.F^v. sI¶Un, _n¢n³d¬ ]«nI \o§p t]mIpw. clkythgvNbpw {]WbIYIfpw sImv Atacn¡sb IpfncptImcn¨ {]Pm]XnIÄ. A[nImchpw, s]®pw tNÀ¨bpÅ Hcp Zzµzam¡n amÁnb ]ecn Nne sXmen shfp¯ P\mb¯hmZnIÄ.
\mSphmgnbpsS clky_豈 Hcp Im]nÁenÌp coXntbm P\mb¯`cWIqS §fpsS am{Xw P·hmk\tbm AÃ. cmP`cWIme¯n\p apt¶ A[nImcw tI{µnIcn¡s¸«nS¯v Hs¶mgnbmsX s]®p th«bmSs¸«p. AXsæn kzmÀ°em`¯n\pthn A[nImc¯n\p ap¶n DSpapv Dcnªp \mWwsI«p\n¶p. ]«alnjn¡p ]pdta A´¸pcI\yIamÀ kIecpw AcNs³d kz´w BkvXnbmbn. t]mcm¯Xn\v cmPs³d cYw Dcpfpw hgnIfnsems¡bpw Nn¶hoSpIfmbn. {KmaoWI\yIamsc th«bmSn¸nSn¨v tZhZmknbpw A´x¸pcZmknbpw B¡nbXns³d IYIfmWv Ncn{XamsI. amfh{Kma¯nse cXv\amb s]¬InSmhns\ IhÀs¶Sp¡m³ \oXnam\mb hn{IamZnXy³ Xp\nªndnb \nebv¡v ]mhw ]n.Sn. Nmt¡mtbbpw Ipªmen¡p«ntbbpw Cu IW¡n F§s\ ]gn]dbpw.
]t£ A[nImc¯n\p ap¶nse B s]¬km¶n[yw As¶ms¡ Hcp kqcys\Ãntbmfsa¯ntbm F¶p kwibw. A´x¸pcZmknamscsc¦nepw s]¬hmWn` IY ]dªpthm Bthm? Hcp tImÀ¸tdÁv A[nImc hyhØbv¡pw, kaql¯n\p am{Xw km[yamIp¶XmWXv. Imem´c§fn at\m\nebv¡v kw`hn¨ ]cnWXnIfneqsSbmhWw ]pXnb C\w hmWn`§Ä ]nd¶Xv.
adphi¯v ZnÃn¡p ]dbm\pv. Nne tdmb tdmam³kpIsf¸Án. tdmkm¸q XncpIn hcp¶ s\lvdqhob³ {]Wbw A¶pw C¶pw C´ym¡mc\v lcamWv. Hcp cmPIob hnt[bXzw. s\lvdqhns³dbpw FUzo\bptSbpw IY \m«mtcsd tI«XmWv. AXp shdpw kulrZambncp¶psh¶pw tI«p. ]t£ Nn{XImcn AarXmsjÀKens\ s\lvdp hÃmsX {]Wbn¨ncp¶psh¶v Hcn¡Â kn.]n. cmaN{µ³ ]dªn«pv. Hcp ]m¼ns\sbt¶mWw Abmsfs¶ t\m¡p¶psh¶v Bßhnizmkt¯msS sjÀKn ]ckyambn ]cn`hn¨phs{X. Hcp \mtSmSn]m«pt]mse lrZyambncp¶p C´ym¡mc\v F¶pw s\lvdphnb³ {]Wb§Ä, ]mhw Iaem s\lvdphns\mgn¨v.
]t£ Zpc´§Ä am{Xw hnX¨ clkythgvNIÄ A[nImchpw s]®pw tNÀ¶ B Zzµzs¯ ]eh«w `bm\Iam¡n. IpÁIcamb GtXm H¶ns\ Ct¸mgpw AXv HmÀ½s¸Sp¯p¶pv. Zpcqlamb acW§Ä, ASn¯«n Dudn¡nS¡p¶ A[nImc¯ns³d ]IÀ¨IÄ. Bcp sNbvXpsh¶v D¯cw In«m¯ Iq«_emÕwK§Ä, AXn\p]n¶n \nKqVambncn¡p¶ cmjv{SobapJ§Ä. A§s\ A[nImchpw s]®pw `bm\Iamb Hcp tNÀ¸mbn amdnbncn¡p¶p.
1962 sabv 19 \v sP.F^v. sI¶UnbpsS P·\mfmbncp¶p. thZnbpsS A¶s¯ A{Sm£³ saÀen³ a¬tdmbpw aq¶pamk¯n\n¸pdw BKÌv 4 \v kz´w InS¸dbn XWp¯pdªp InS¶ saÀens³d arXicocw Iv saÀens\ kvt\ln¨hÀ Xcn¨p\n¶p. PohnX¯n Ct¶hsc Xm³IXn h¨v GÁhpw \mSIobamb acWcwKw F¶v At\zjtWmtZymKس PmIv ¢a³kv AÀ°i¦bv¡v CS \ÂImsX ]dªp. saÀen³ A§s\ Ncn{Xw am{Xambn amdn.
kzbwlXysb¶v hn[nsbgpXs¸« saÀens³d acW¯n\p]n¶nepw `cWIqS¯ns³d an¶nem«§fpmbn. {]knU³dv sI¶Un, AtÁmÀWn P\d t_m_n sI¶Un Cu cpt]cpIfpw saÀens³d acWhmÀ¯s¡m¸w ]eh«w tNÀ¯phmbn¡s¸«p. \nKqVXsb `b\mIamb Hcp kuµcyam¡namÁnb a\pjyhwi¯ns³d shdpw ktµlambn, saÀens³d ZpcqlacWhpw AXn\p ]n¶nse sI¶UnamcpsS km¶n[yhpw ]ns¶ hnkvacn¡s¸«p. kuµcys¯ Bcm[n¡pIbpw ImcpWyanÃmsX sImes¸Sp¯pIbpw sN¿p¶ `cWIqS§fpsS a\Èmkv{Xw ]ns¶bpw s]mXpP\¯n\v Hcp kzm`mhnIXbmbn amdn.
\nt¡mÄ{_uWpw AhfpsS ImapI³ sdmWmÄUv tKmÄUvam\pw sImesN¿s¸«Xv 1994 Pq¬ 2 \mWv. Atacn¡ I GÁhpw anI¨ ^pUvt_mfÀ H.sP. kmw]vk¬ Bbncp¶p. {_uWns³d `À¯mhv. 1985 apX 94 hsc \o 9 Bns³d Zm¼Xyw. sImebv¡p]n¶n kmw]vk¬ Bbncp¶psh¶v ]n¶oSv ]dbs¸«p. 95  sF hmv Sp sS bp F¶ kmw]vks³d ]pkvXIw ]pd¯nd§n. kmw]vk¬ `mcysb sImes¸Sp¯nbXv kXyamtWm F¶Xn\v D¯canÃ. {_uWpw ImapI³ sdmWmÄUpw acn¨psh¶Xv hyàw. sImebv¡p]n¶nse cmjv{Sobw XoÀ¯pw Ahyàw.
A[nImc¯ns³d then¸SÀ¸n Act§dnb asÁmc´yw skbvZv tamUnbptSXmbncp¶p. F«pXhW _mÁvan³d¬ Nmw]y³jn¸v t\Snb tamUn sImÃsN¿s¸«Xv F§s\sb¶Xn\p¯cw sshImsX e`n¨p. sImebv¡p ]n¶n P\tamÀ¨m t\Xmhv kRvPbv knwKns³d ]¦v sXfnhpÄs¸sS IsSp¡s¸«p.
kn._n.sF At\zjW¯n ]pd¯ph¶Xv \mSIobamsbmcp {XntImW {]Wbambncp¶p. skbvZv tamUnbpsS `mcy AanXmtamUnbpw kRvPbvknwKpw X½nepÅ cmjv{Sob {]Wb¯n\ncbmbn skbvZvtamUn amdnbt¸mÄ _m¡nbmhp¶Xv, IpÁt_m[anÃmsX kw`hn¡p¶ AcpwsImebpsS ssiXyhpw ]n¶Wnbnse {]Wkm^eyhpw am{Xambn. P·¯ns³d »m¡vlyqadpIfpsS X\nbmhÀ¯\w.
]¯pZnhk¯n\pÅn kn._n.sF. A©pt]À DÄs¸« sIme]mXIkwLs¯ Is¯n. AanXbpsS hoSn\pÅn \n¶pw IsSp¯ Ubdnbn \n¶pw {]WbIY shfns¸«p. cmjv{Sobt\Xmhns\m¸w tNÀ¶v `À¯mhns\ sImes¸Sp¯phm³ XpW \n¶ IpÁ¯ns³d t]cn knwKns\¯pSÀ¶v AanXbpw AdÌv sN¿s¸«p.
BKÌv 26 \v AanXbv¡v Pmayw e`n¨p. sk]vÁw_À 21 \v eIv\u PnÃmtImSXn 10,000 cq]bpsS CuSnÂta knwKns\bpw hn«b¨p. ]s£ ss¢amIvkmWv sR«n¨Xv. sshInh¶ {]Wbw k^eambn. AanXmtamUn IpÁt_m[taXpanÃmsX kRPvknwKns³d ]«alnjnbmbn. {]Wbw, sIme]mXIw, cmjv{Sobwþ{XntImW A¨pXns³d ]hÀ hopw sXfnbn¡s¸«p.
]n¶oSv Incp¶p, IWhs\m¸w XncsªSp¸p {]NmcWthfbn cmjv{Sobþ kmaqlyaqey§sf¡pdn¨v {]kwKw sImgp¸n¨ hIbn ]{XhmÀ¯Ifn CSw Is¯nb AanXsb. ]m]§sf Hcp ]mSpt]mepw tijn¡msX IgpInamÁp¶ cmjv{SobZ¼XnamcpsS coXnioe§sf.
skIvkpw s]®pw F¶pw Hcp]m[nbmbncp¶p. cmjv{Sob¡mc\pw A[nImc¯n\pw ]´en¡m³ Ipep¡n¡p¯ns³d emLh¯n kv{Xoicncw AS¦embn ]Xns¨Sp¡s¸«n«v \qÁmp ]eXpIgnªp. H¶pIn th«arKambn. Nmc¸Wn¡v D]m[nbmbn, AsXm¶pansæn Iq«ns¡mSp¸n\mbn kvss{XWXbpsS amÀ¡ÁnwKv s]mSns]mSn¨p. D¯ca[pcm]pcnbnse hmkhZs¯sbbpw \fn\o Paoesbbpw \½Ä ]qhn«psXmgWw. AhcpsS PohnX¯n C¯ncn hn¹hw Dmbncp¶p.
Fgp]XpIfnse tZiobcmjv{Sob¯nepw hÃms¯mcp AÇoe Nphbpmbncp¶p. UÂln bqWnthgvknÁn hnZymÀ°n\n kpjamNu[cnbpw A¶s¯ {]Xntcm[a{´n PKPoh³dmans³d Xr¸p{X³ kptcjvdmapw X½nepÅ thgvNbpsS IY Ipw tI«pw Fgp]XpIÄs¡mSphn ZnÃn]pfIw sImp. s]¬icocs¯ HÁpsImSp¯v cmjv{Sobt\«§Ä t\Sm³ ZnÃn s]mfnÁnIvkns³d XesXm«½bpw A¸\psaÃmw A¶v I¨sI«nbnd§n.
C¶v {]IrXnkvt\lhpw arKkvt\lhpw aq¯v Xe§pw hne§pw tImfsagpXp¶ ]gb _yq«nIyq³ ta\I KmÔnbmbncp¶p kpja Nu[cnsb¶ Pm«v kpµcnsb ZnÃn s]mfnddnIvkns³d hngp¸nte¡v hen¨ng¨Xv. \m¸XpImc³ kptcjvdmapw Iuamc¡mcn kpjabpw X½nepÅ ssewKnIthgvNbpsS AÇoeNn{X§Ä Xs³d "kqcy' amKkn\n sk³dÀkvs{]Uv Bbn A¨Sn¨nd¡nbmWv CµncbpsS ]n³_et¯msS ta\I Fgp]s¯«n P\XmKh¬sa³dns\ shÃphnfn¨Xv.
AXv C´y³ cmjv{Sob¯ns³d ]cnWmaImeambncp¶p. ap¸Xv hÀjs¯ tImWv{KÊv `cWs¯ A«nadn¨v ASnb´cmhØbv¡ptijw A[nImc¯nse¯nb P\XmkÀ¡mcns³d a[phn[p¡mew. ta\IbpsS tPÀWenÌnIv kz]v\§Ä am{Xambncp¶nà kqcyamKkns³d ]ndhn¡p ]n¶nÂ. C´ymalmcmPys¯ ^pSvt_mÄ tImÀ«m¡n BPoh\m´ tKmfnbmbn \n¶ Cµncsb I¿nseSp¡m³ XÁpSp¯nd§nb ta\IbpsS BZy \¼dmbncp¶p kqcy. A[nImc¯n \n¶v ]pd¯mbXn Acniwaq¯v ]pcbv¡I¯ncp¶ A½mbnb½bv¡v acpaIÄ Xr¡mgvN h¨ kvs]jy Kn^vÁn Hcp Pm«ps]¬Ip«nbpsS am\wt]msb¶v Npcp¡w. Jpjvh´vknwKmbncp¶p kqcybpsS I¬kÄ«³dv FUnÁÀ.
If the Kamasuthra has 64 poses of making love, this one certainly had 10 F¶mWv Jpjvh´v F¶ ]{Xm[n]À A¶pX«naqfn¨Xv. ]n¶oSv Jpjvh´v FgpXnbXpw ]dªXpsams¡ tNÀ¯phmbn¡pt¼mÄ C¸dªXv X½nÂt`Zsa¶v IcpXmw. ]s£ P\XmKh¬sa³dn\v Ccp«Snbmb ta\IbpsS HÁaqenbn Hcp hntcm[m`mkapv. s]®ns\ Icphm¡n cmjv{Sobw Ifn¨Xpw s]®p Xs¶sb¶ tIa¯w. A¶v CµÀ aÂtlm{X F¶ ]{X{]hÀ¯I³ ]dªXmbncp¶p am\yX. Cu Nn{X§Ä R§fptSXS¡w ]e ]{Xtam^okpIfnepw h¶ncp¶p. ]s£ R§Ä {]kn²oIcn¨nÃ. AXv tamis¸« coXnbmWv.
CµÀ aÂtlm{XbpsS B am\yX \mjW sldmÄUpw ta\IbpsS kqcybpw Im«nbnÃ. cp {]kn²oIcW§fnepw ]Sw A¨Sn¨p. AXneqsS PKPoh³dmans³d {][m\a{´n kz]v\w ]qhWnbmsXr t]msb¶mWv s]cp¸n¨ ZnáY. A¶v P\Xbn DĸmÀ«o ioXkac§fpsS Imeambncp¶p. samdmÀPn tZimbnbpw Nc¬knwKpw PKPoh³dmapw X½nepÅ clkyamb ]Se¸nW¡§Ä sImSp¼ncns¡m Imew. ]t£ Hcp cmjv{S¯ns³d {][m\a{´n]Zsa¶ D¶Xcmjv{Sob t\Xmhns³d kz]v\s¯ XInSwadnbv¡m³ HcnS¯cw Pm«v IpSpw_¯nse s]¬Ip«n¡v Ignbpsa¶nS¯mWv A[nImchpw s]®pw D¯aamb Hcp tNÀ¸mbn amdp¶Xv.
ta\I Fs³d PohnXw \in¸n¨p F¶ kpjabpsS ]gbhm¡pIÄ¡¸pdw ta\IbpsS IY XpScpIbmWv. Bb½bv¡nt¸m h\yPohnIfnembn I¼w. ASnb´cmhØ¡me¯v ]mhw P\tImSnIfpsS sNehn Un^³kv hnam\¯n ss]eÁnwKv ]Tn¡m\nd§nb ]gb _yq«nIyq\ns³d aqey{]kwKw adphi¯v s]mSns]mSn¡p¶p.
cmjv{Sw, A[nImcw AXn\nSbnse \nKqVXIfnemWv ]et¸mgpw s]®ns³d CSw. kqcys\Ãnbpw hnXpcbpw sFkv{Iow ]mÀedpw FÃmw krjvSn¡s¸Sp¶Xv CtX CS§fnemWv. AXn NneÀ CcIfmhpw. aÁp NneÀ AdnªpsImv apXseSp¡pw. {]Wbhpw thgvNbpw AhÀ¡v _nkn\Êmhpw. cmjv{Sobt\Xmhpw s]®pw ]ckv]cw AdnªpsImct§dp¶ \mWws¡s«mcp sImSp¡Âhm§Â. A¯cw IYIÄ Gsdbpv.
Adp]XpIfnse Cw¥n tI«ncp¶ t]cmWv {InÌo\m IoedptSXv. bp.sI. Un^³kv sk{I«dn tPm¬ s{]m^yqtambpw Ioedpw X½nepÅ clky_Ôw A¶v e³ Smt»mbvUpIfpsS sa\pImÀUn ]Xnhmbncp¶p. it was perfect cocktail of sex F¶mbncp¶p ]gb hntijWw. Hcp kzn½nwKv]qfn \ábmbn \ocmSn\n¶ IoesdbmWs{X s{]m^yqtam BZyw IXv. ]ns¶ {]Wbw aq¯v \m«n ]m«mbn. ]s£
]ns¶ F¬]XpIfn es³d hnIvtSmdnb³ {]Xm]w asÁmcp {]Wb¯n hiwsI«p. ]mÀesa³dv {]Xn\n[n sl³dn s_ÃnwKvlmapw ]emt_mÀUvkpw Bbncp¶p \mbnIm\mbI·mÀ. ]taebpsS {]Wbw ]ns¶ kvt]mÀSvkv an\nÌÀ ImÀtemkv sambv\nlm³, Bbp[¡¨hS¡mc³ AZv\m³ JtjmKn F¶nhcneqsS ]ptcmKan¨p. Pbv]qÀ apX ]mcokv hsc \o ]e {]Wb§fn ]tae \nc´cw cmjv{Sobw Ifn¨p. DZm¯amb cmjv{Sk¦Â]§Ä ]eXpw ]taesb¶ kpµcn¡p ap¶n ap¨qSpw ap«pIp¯n.
tUmWmssdkv F¶ kn\namXmcs¯ aSn¯«nencp¯n t]cptI« ]gb tImfdmtUm sk\ÁÀ KmcnlmÀ«v AÁvem³dnIv kap{Z¯n\p IpdpsI Hcp hnt\mZbm{X \S¯n. bm{X Ignsª¯nb BZyBgvNbn lmÄ«v ]«alnjnsb ssIshSnªp. ]t£ bm{XmhnhcWhpw kvss{XW_mÔh¯ns³d t^mt«mbpw tNÀ¯v anbman lmdmÄUv A¨p \nc¯nbt¸mÄ In«psa¶p a\Ên IcpXnb lmÀ«ns³d {]knU³jy kz]v\w DSªp. F¶ph¨m {]Wbw aq¯v lmÀ«n\v {]knU³dv ]Zhnhsc ssIhn«pt]msb¶p Npcp¡w..
icocs¯bpw skIvkns\bpw Hcp]m[nbm¡n amÁp¶ kv{XoXzw \nch[nbpv. apwss_bnse Pplq_o¨neqsS DSpXpWnbnÃmsX HmSnb s{]mXnamt_Un¡v icocw F´mbncp¶p? Here I am in all my totality. Those who have leered at women lusted for them and gone through discovery just that little bit more, I say to them. See me I was born in this way. ]nd¶]Sn ]ckyambn HmSp¶Xn C¯ncn D·mZapv. icocs¯ Hcp cmjv{Sotbm]m[nbm¡n amÁp¶Xns³d ckX{´hpw. s]®ns³d cmjv{Sobw s]mXpsh I®q\ocmWv. {]Xnabv¡v AXv icocamsb¶pam{Xw.
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